Skyrim: Born in Brotherhood

Ash was born into the dark brotherhood, his mother is Astrid and his father is Arnbjorn. He was raised with daggers as toys and armour as clothes. His urge to kill is higher than any other member and his parents are beginning to worry, not because he is dangerous but because he has only ever had friendship with the other members. When he is forbidden any more contracts how will he cope? And will he be able to suppress using his blades.