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If Only

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Time 18h 19m

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Alison Jade Jorgensen had it all - wealth, beauty, and the adoration of those around her. At eighteen, she was the epitome of privilege, shielded from the harsh realities of life by her affluent family.

But when her beloved grandfather passes away just before summer, Alison's perfect world comes crashing down. Consumed by grief, she retreats into the sanctuary of her bedroom, struggling to come to terms with her loss.

Then enters Jared Thompson, a carefree twenty-five-year-old whose sole pursuit is pleasure. As Alison emerges from her seclusion, Jared becomes her unexpected source of distraction from her pain. But could his presence bring about more harm than healing? Will he inadvertently become the catalyst for her downfall?All Rights Reserved

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