Laughing while we ______

I could walk away but I would still be destroyed. I would still cry out of love at 1 am on a rainy day like this and at 3 am on a day that should be perfect. I would still stare at the stars as if I could actually see constellations when really I cant see them. I imagine the sky so clear as we lay underneath it the sun eating on our faces like we have been sitting in the microwave but it's not painful it's enjoyable it's magnificent I could stay in this for forever with you it's just we both know we don't have forever not even a fraction of it. I open my eyes and suddenly I'm back back in math class back to where you aren't so I close them again and "poof" your there smiling with tour nose crinkled as always you to long hair but its fits you just right. Your jawline that is so defined and sharp that you could give someone a paper cut if they touched you ❤️ your dirty brown eyes that look like a muddy puddle that you want to play in for hours. The hands that make my heart skip beats when you touch me. But what I really see is your heart the one that makes me feel safe, at home. The heart that I know makes my heart keep beating