new happy (a Joshler fan fiction) by Asuka Shon

Josh.
Everything is about him, and that's the way I want it to be.
Him. He is everything I see, everything I hear. Everything that I want to feel, so close but so far away.

I see him when I close my eyes, I see him when I open them, as the sun shines on his face as he lays next to me in bed.

He isn't mine though. He isn't mine the way the stars are the skies.

I want him to be mine.

But as long as he is here with me in this moment is all I need.

Or so I hope.