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Suicidal Thoughts *A Colby Brock Fanfiction*

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Amber Sylvestia Brooks, a girl who's suffering from depression, had multiple suicide attempts. She was abused every single day, by her mom. Her dad wasn't there anymore, to hug her in his arms, and make her feel safe. She cuts. For her, it's to 'Take the pain away'. She always looks down, never looks up. The only person that can cheer her up is her best friend named Mary. They've been friends since they were kids. She then met this guy, he has very beautiful, ocean blue eyes, that can pierce through your soul, and make you melt whenever you stare at them. His name is Cole Robert Brock, also known as Colby Brock. A famous YouTuber, who is inspirational, and can plant smiles on different people's faces. She loved him from the first moment she laid eyes on him. She knew that he would be the perfect one for her. Colby, managed to lift her chin up, and look up the stars, yet she keeps her feet on the ground. He had managed to keep a smile on her face, a laugh when she's happy, and positive thoughts within her. She always felt safe, and comfortable, around him. He had managed to fight, and eliminate all her sadness, within her.

"Will it make you happy?"

~
"I love you." I calmly breathed out, her breath visible between them.

"I love you more." He said back, before leaning in and connecting our lips together.
~


"Keep your eyes on the stars and your feet on the ground." -Theodore RooseveltAll Rights Reserved

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Unbroken C.B by britswriting

Being pregnant, scared and alone sounds like the worst case scenario right? Wrong. Worst case scenario is being pregnant, scared, alone AND homeless. Which is exactly what Leighton was. Having no idea what to do next, she sat against the wall, head in her hands as she cried. She could hear his voice in her head, playing over and over again like a broken record. She knew one thing, and she clung to that one thing till the end. We were unbroken. We would be okay. We just needed to trust that everything was meant to be, and I hoped that everything would work out the way it was supposed to. Barley believing herself, she stood up and typed in roommate applications, and after hours of finding nothing, her friend came to the rescue and sent her one that seemed ALMOST perfect. Except for one thing. It was a household FULL of boys, YOUNG ADULT BOYS, who she was sure loved to party, and would be a horrible place for a pregnant person to live, let alone a baby... but sadly, it was her only affordable option so she hesitantly submitted her application to someone named Samuel Golbach and Cole Brock and hoped for the best. *Book One* Thought of on: November 15th 2021 Started on: November 19th 2021 First Part Published: November 28th 2021 Republished: March 11th 2022 - went under editing Finished editing: April 4th 2022 - up to 28 was edited to change storyline and names and such Ended on: June 13th 2022 100k reads: August 26th 2023

Broken Promise////Billie Eilish by chocolatey_love

"But you said! you told me you love me!" I yelled at her tears streaming down my face. She looks at me and shrugs smiling, "I didn't mean it. I was just playing around. Wanted to know what it was like. And you know I love him." "You wrote it! 'If I love you was a promise would you break it if your honest' it was a promise! you can't break a promise!" I sob out clenching the end of my shirt tightly. "How old are you? Fucking 10? Promises are made to be broken. At least I'm being true to staying honest. Wake up y/n, this is reality. I'm not even gay! I was just curious." She says rolling her eyes. "So you chose me to play with? To hurt? You think my feelings aren't valid just because I'm a lesbian? So you play with my feelings! You're just a selfish bitch! I fucking hate you Billie!" I yell unable to control my emotions anymore. "Okay? Well if that was it, I'm leaving. Brandon's waiting for me in the car." She says with a laugh. I look up to met her ocean eyes filled with amusement and accomplishment. I look at her with disgust and walk away. Away from her, hopefully forever.

Sam and Colby imagines by ColbsBrock

Imagines of Sam Golbach and Colby Brock.! Some of these may be triggering to some people so have that in mind :) Still enjoy <3

Safe by lion_queen

I always thought I was safe, you know? I mean, it wasn't really something I thought about before. It's not like I had a reason to worry about being particularly unsafe. I've always been perfectly normal anyways. Nothing exciting or dangerous happened to me. I was a plain Jane in every sense of the phrase, and nothing strange or particularly astonishing ever happens to people like me. My entire philosophy, however, was completely and drastically changed after being attacked and raped one night. I probably would have been killed if it weren't for Drake Collins, the closed off "tough guy" of my school. He came to my rescue, and reluctantly swore not to breathe a word to anyone. Unfortunately, my attacker escaped. It was after that, that I closed myself off from the few people that I did talk to before. My safety, my very sense of security, was violated. My world was swept out from under my feet. Drake stayed by my side the entire time, helping me through my struggles. He became the only one I could talk to or confide in, and was soon the only reason I woke up each morning. He kept me safe.

𝐋𝐀𝐒𝐓 𝐖𝐎𝐑𝐃𝐒 -ᴊ.ɢ x ʀᴇᴀᴅᴇʀ- by B1ueLove

|| MATURE THEMES: SUICIDE || 10 days is, 240 hours, Or 14400 minutes, Or 864000 seconds. That's how much time they had together before her last breath. ✶ ✶ ✶ I hadn't told a single soul about how I felt, including Johnnie. He would tell me his issues, and I'd help him in every way that I could. I didn't let anybody know, and I don't hold that against anyone that was in my life. I kept my problems hidden for a number of reasons, I felt hopeless, alone, and mostly afraid. I didn't want people to see how I was really doing, I wanted to keep up with the persona of that 'enthusiastic girl on YouTube' I don't blame him, and I don't blame my subscribers for not noticing. I hid it well, maybe even too well with the amount of dread I was in. I loved Johnnie, and I'll always love him, he helped me without even realizing it. All this pain, all this anger, flushed away by his presence. He was the love of my life. So I made a plan, 10 days, 10 possibilities, 10 possible outcomes. I would give myself 10 days to live my life to the fullest, so on that horrific last day -the 10th day- I could determine my suicide. I would look for hope within that ten days, and if I found something to stay for, I would get help. If things got worse, then that was going to be my last day. ✪ ✪ ✪ STARTED: October 17, 2023 FINISHED: October 22. 2033 ★ ★ ★

Sigh【Ein X Reader】[ Completed ] by Mariko_Akiyama

CONTENT CONTAINS : SELF HARM SUICIDE ATTEMPTS SUICIDAL THOUGHTS MENTAL ILLNESS SEXUAL CONTENT DRUG USE ABUSE GORE VIOLENCE & STRONG LANGUAGE IF YOU'RE EASILY TRIGGERED OR UNCOMFORTABLE, DO NOT READ!! • " What was that for? " " For you to shut up " " What? " " It's not what it looks like " " Ouch " " Sorry " " What was that for? " " I don't know " In that moment, is where everything started to change my life. • I tried my best to hide it. I thought I was going to be dead, never underestimate him. He's got shit you've never seen before. I lost my father because of him, my sister's and brother's life are in my hands. I have to be careful, I can't loose them, without them, how can I live? Until he came into my life, I feel different from the inside. His eyes meets mine, it's like a fire was lit inside a dark room and it became brighter, my world that was upside down is turning the right way up, I think I love him, but the problem is. I'm using him while I Sigh in plain sight. Who is this 'he'?, What will 'he' think when 'he' finds out this person is using 'him'?, Will it end happily?, Or another plot twist that has been in my other books? Read this book to know. FYI, Ein is human in this story. [ Completed ] Started : 3rd September 2019. Finished : 3rd December 2019. [ Highest Ranking : #27 in Aphmau ] [ #2 in Ein ] [ #1 in Ein X Reader ] [ #2 in Sigh ] Disclaimers : I do not own ANY of the characters only the ideas, they belong to a youtuber called Aphmau, I don't own any of the songs either or the pictures, except Y/n, it belongs to you. There are a few characters that I OWN. My OC : Xelora Kiselyov Catherine Fox Ash Lee Mandrell Natalie Rosetta Mandrell Coraline Alycia Jones Mariko Akiyama

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"He's not just hunting us." Colby said. His hands were gripping the sides of my arms. Tears cupped his eyes. "He's ruining our lives." _ _ _ _ This is a sequel to the story, 𝓟𝓸𝓼𝓼𝓮𝓼𝓼𝓮𝓭? [ᴀ ꜱᴀᴍ ᴀɴᴅ ᴄᴏʟʙʏ ꜱᴛᴏʀʏ]. Don't read this before you read that. It is also on my account. Many TW's. Little self harm, murder, bodies being burned, kidnapping, demonic sacrifice, suicide. Graphic description of violent scenes. Please be careful if you are sensitive to these topics.

Aspen Falls by lilbitafterdark

Aspen Carlee Ellington. "Beau's Girl" That's how I've been known since the 10th grade. Every time I looked into the future...whether it was an hour, a day or years ahead of me...that's all I saw. Me and him. Just like I'd always seen. I had no doubt it would be us. The one day I turned into a real fucking girl and voiced some feelings and watched him walk out of my life to go on some deployment I couldn't know the details of. My heart had a sinking feeling that I would never see him again. Now I'm 22 and it's two years later he's standing in my backyard with my brothers back from some godforsaken place...and yes. I'm still 100% his. Will this Christmas bring me a happily ever after? Beau Remington Brighton Every day I wake up and remember the most beautiful sexy girl I'd ever have the pleasure of knowing. Every day I find a way to torture myself to the brink of mental or physical death for shattering her. Fast forward two years, I'm standing in her backyard with her older brothers not knowing if she'll even acknowledge my existence. But fuck me...she's even more gorgeous than I remembered and I swear before Christmas is over, I'll have made her broken heart whole and she'll be mine. Aspen is a 21 year old dessert maker. Beau is a 28 year old Navy SEAL. Between ghosts from their pasts and dangers of their future...broken promises, broken dreams and broken hearts...can these two fix a love that was broken?

Trust life a little (Completed) by ybaez8

Have you been so beaten down that suicide is the only way you feel that it will all end? I guess your not the only one out there who feels the same. There is this girl called Dakota and she is pretty shy. She is what you call the typical quite girl. Most people say that she is mute because of her lack of speaking but that isn't true. She does speak a lot but only in front her own family members. Dakota has her problems that keeps her from speaking up against the school bully, Kristina. She is so perfect but she ruins it by bulling Dakota. She beats all the emotions out of her whether it be physically or mentally or even both. These things continue to happen and Dakota starts to get desperate and does something that will change the course of her life. We have to give credit to the amazing @JaneRemmington for the amazing cover. Go over to her account and give her a follow. Like...now. Also this book contains talk about self harm so...yeah...if your reading on then I warned you. As Always Comment Vote And Enjoy

Noah (Obsessions in Overdrive #1) by MarcelinePierson

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Sigh【Ein X Reader】[ Completed ] cover

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Noah (Obsessions in Overdrive #1) cover

Unbroken C.B

Being pregnant, scared and alone sounds like the worst case scenario right? Wrong. Worst case scenario is being pregnant, scared, alone AND homeless. Which is exactly what Leighton was. Having no idea what to do next, she sat against the wall, head in her hands as she cried. She could hear his voice in her head, playing over and over again like a broken record. She knew one thing, and she clung to that one thing till the end. We were unbroken. We would be okay. We just needed to trust that everything was meant to be, and I hoped that everything would work out the way it was supposed to. Barley believing herself, she stood up and typed in roommate applications, and after hours of finding nothing, her friend came to the rescue and sent her one that seemed ALMOST perfect. Except for one thing. It was a household FULL of boys, YOUNG ADULT BOYS, who she was sure loved to party, and would be a horrible place for a pregnant person to live, let alone a baby... but sadly, it was her only affordable option so she hesitantly submitted her application to someone named Samuel Golbach and Cole Brock and hoped for the best. Book One Thought of on: November 15th 2021 Started on: November 19th 2021 First Part Published: November 28th 2021 Republished: March 11th 2022 - went under editing Finished editing: April 4th 2022 - up to 28 was edited to change storyline and names and such Ended on: June 13th 2022 100k reads: August 26th 2023