Suicidal Thoughts *A Colby Brock Fanfiction*
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Last published Sat, Mar 3, 2018
Amber Sylvestia Brooks, a girl who's suffering from depression, had multiple suicide attempts. She was abused every single day, by her mom. Her dad wasn't there anymore, to hug her in his arms, and make her feel safe. She cuts. For her, it's to 'Take the pain away'. She always looks down, never looks up. The only person that can cheer her up is her best friend named Mary. They've been friends since they were kids. She then met this guy, he has very beautiful, ocean blue eyes, that can pierce through your soul, and make you melt whenever you stare at them. His name is Cole Robert Brock, also known as Colby Brock. A famous YouTuber, who is inspirational, and can plant smiles on different people's faces. She loved him from the first moment she laid eyes on him. She knew that he would be the perfect one for her. Colby, managed to lift her chin up, and look up the stars, yet she keeps her feet on the ground. He had managed to keep a smile on her face, a laugh when she's happy, and positive thoughts within her. She always felt safe, and comfortable, around him. He had managed to fight, and eliminate all her sadness, within her.
"Will it make you happy?"
~
"I love you." I calmly breathed out, her breath visible between them.
"I love you more." He said back, before leaning in and connecting our lips together.
~
"Keep your eyes on the stars and your feet on the ground." -Theodore Roosevelt
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