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High on love

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LECTURES 1,470
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Parties 14
Durée 2h 3m

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Love, mental health and music. Back in December 2015 I, Mandy, got a psychotic episode, which lead me being like high for a few days in London town. 
            
            This story tells how I got this psychotic episode and what I did during the episode. Because I promise you I did fucked up things. Just to mention a few, I broke into a house, I fell in love with a total stranger who escorted me to the police station, and spoiler alert, I ended  up in a psychiatric hospital for a month.
            
            Lots of music involved and not only because I was at Lower than Atlantis and Don Broco gig during the episode. The music talked to me. To name a few more bands important in this story : Deaf Havana, A day to remember, Pvris, Bring me the horizon, Years and Years, Enter Shikari, Escape the fate. If you like them, come read my story, I hope you'll enjoy it.Tous Droits Réservés

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Reborn in TVD?!, écrit par Andrea_Rose020259

I don't get it. I really don't. I died, I get that much. But waking up in a dark and squishy place, with absolutely NO ROOM to move, I DON'T GET. Let's recap. It was a regular day. I got up, ate, showered and went to work. I was a police officer. I was checking out a house call about domestic abuse. I didn't even get to knock on the door before a man bursted out screaming at a women about calling the pigs on him. It didn't take much to figure out he was the abuser with the way he was holding her arm tight enough to bruise. I tried to diffuse the situation, told him to calm down and let her go. He didn't like that. In the end I got shot and died. Then I woke up in a small and dark space and freaked out. Then I get pushed out only to cry and realize I'm a baby. Oh, but not just anyone's baby. I'm Miranda and Grayson Gilbert's baby?! In 'The Vampire Diaries'?! What the fuck is happening?! Rankings: #1 in reincarnated (out of 3.58k) #2 in witchcraft (out of 19.3k) #15 in gay (out if 389k) I do not own TVD or any characters beside my oc's

Parallel Delusions, écrit par Frankieoreo83

I waited. I waited for so long to get the truth. The truth about me and who I was. It appeared in the body of a blessing, or a curse? Who knows? After some time, all I wanted to figure out was what was real and what wasn't. I was confused. To the point where I didn't know if the world was even real, or that I was just another crazy kid with delusions. My dear truth, I just want to tell you, that I love you so much, so much that I hope...

For Centuries - Season 1 [Completed], écrit par MelisandeScott

*Featured in the Paranormal and Supernatural profile's reading list Blood-Thirsty Beasts (October 2021), in the FreeTheLGBT profile's reading list Wicked Little Creatures (January 2022), in the Music profile's reading list Alternative Rock (December 2022) in the Multicultural profile's reading list European Voices (September 2023), and in the Friends and Family's profile reading list Forever Soulmate (May 2024)* Elise is more than 2000 years old. She owns a nightclub in Paris, a city she has always loved. But she is not the only supernatural creature in this world. One night, she meets a mysterious painter, who happens to be a vampire. Magic and supernatural creatures, love and friendship, with a little bit of action and humor and a lot of music and drama, in two new episodes every week. [Season 1 is now completed and so are Season 2, 3 and 4.] Wordcount: 25 000 words Tropes in season 1: Found family, We used to be friends, Insta-love, forbidden love For Centuries is a cosy paranormal story that focuses on characters and the relationships between them. It contains romance storylines but there are a lot of other kinds of relationships represented. Most of the characters in the series are queer, including the main character who is ace. The worldbuilding includes vampires, immortals, and magic, with my personal twist on the lore. There is definitely drama in the story but also a lot of fluff. *** TW : violence, grief, addiction. Cover design: Bartholomé Girard (Instagram: @bartholomegirard)

Psychopath [solangelo au], écrit par hafuck1010

Nico has lived with that term all his life. Psychopath. He knew it was muttered behind his back when he walked through school. Thats how the world saw him. The boy who hears voices, the guy who talks to himself. Everyone defined him by his mental illness, and no one had ever bothered to know him. The word wasn't even accurate. Having schizophrenia was a pain sometimes, but it didn't mean Nico was crazy, even if the voices told him he was. The real ones, and the ones in his mind. The only person he could ever consider a friend would be his psychologist (aka his therapist), Jenny, who he had grown a strong connection with over the 4 years he had been going to see her. He didn't trust anyone else. Nico knew that no one would look past it all like she does. That is, until Will Solace enters the picture, the happy go lucky college student striving to be a therapist. What could go wrong? . This is a solangelo fan fiction and will have swearing, mental illnesses and there may be triggering moments that will have warnings. I will hopefully capture Nico's point of view accurately, and what he his going through, but I have never experienced schizophrenia so it may not be perfect. . Kinda going through editing? This story has mature themes including drinking, drugs, cursing and mentions of self harm, mentions of eating disorders, and panic attacks. #1 #schizophrenia may 31, 2021 #1 #diangelo November 28, 2021

white ferrari [Billie Eilish], écrit par billiesstoriess

You're 16 and already a celebrity. Your songs get played more and more everyday and you get recognized alot. Great right? Nope. Your best friend dies in a car crash and depression kicks in. You don't see a point in living. Until you meet a wonderful person. But will you be able to keep that person happy?... Snippet: "Doctor: "I'm sorry to tell you that Drew has passed away"" *TW: mentions of depression and suicide **Every chapter has a quote. The quote does not always have to do something with the events in the chapter, but it's more for your motivation in life.

Schizophrenia (JackSepticEye x Reader), écrit par jackuhboyy

- This story was written with no plan or base, I just wrote whatever came to mind. It is very terrible and confusing, but for those of you who enjoyed it regardless of this, thank you so much for the love and appreciation you have showed my story and I. It is appreciated a lot! TERRIBLY WRITTEN, OLD STORY OF MINE. (bear in mind, I wrote this when I was a child, so it's super cringey, and also very confusing). WARNING 1: I do NOT have schizophrenia, but at the time of writing this, I was interested in learning about it! Therefore, I did not have a full grasp of what the disorder really entailed. This story is not a good, nor accurate representation of someone with this disorder! Please do not take it seriously. This story is also not meant to offend anyone with schizophrenia! I apologize in advance. Thank you! WARNING 2: Mature scenes, strong language. Read at your own risk. I wrote this when I was a tween back in 2016, so please bear with me. it's embarrassing af lmao. ---------- I cannot believe over 100,000 people have read this......... Thank you for everything!!

always been mine - emily prentiss x reader, écrit par salemxminds

In which you are madly in love with SSA Emily Prentiss, and she with you. guys i promise the story is actually better than this description i'm sorry for that lmfao i just dk how to write synopses (cisfem reader, uses she/her pronouns) BLANKET TW: mentions of sexual assault, childhood traumas, religious issues; criminal minds case-type material (violence, murders, etc., stuff you'd see as the case in an episode); smut chapters with smut marked with an asterisk in front ex.: "*chapter five // shower" as opposed to "chapter thirty // stonebrook" date started: march 23, 2021 date completed: june 12, 2021

Chances Of Truth ☑️, écrit par zZohana3

"It's too much to remember everything and everyone, all pain and hurt is killing me day by day little by little. I wish I could remove all the pain and move on in my life. I wish I could find an eraser or Better a delete button, so that I could start from beginning, without any misery or pain." ......................................................................................... "Hey Eva, you know you can trust me, right? " He asked me again cupping my cheeks, I can't let him continue this. It had to stop now or it would be too late. I can't risk everyone's life specially his. If hurting him means, him being alive then I would do it without thinking. Again and again. "Eva are you even listening to me?" Noah asked moving his face closer. From this close I can even see the scar which he told me about, its just below the border line of his hair, it can be easily conceal but from this close its more real. His eyes, they are magical. I would love to look at them all the time and never get tired of looking at in them. No, I cannot do this to him, I can't be selfish, I have to do something this time. "No" I answer and walked away from him. .............................................................

Addict In Black ✔, écrit par whoscountinganyway

USER SERIES 1 Micah Rex: He's handsome, dangerous, reckless. An addict. When he walks into a room, people notice. People are scared of him, people don't look him in the eye. AJ Ferro: She's cute, nice respectful. A helper. When she walks in a room, people usually get flowers. People love her, people want to be her friend. Despite her cheery nature and soft words AJ has never had it easy when it came to addiction -or depression. Without his addiction, sadness and anger Micah doesn't know who he is -and he hates not knowing things. And, of all places, they meet at a rehab center. He looked at her and saw a peppy girl with no future. She looked at him and saw a troubled boy with a bad past. Micah wants to die, AJ wants him to live. It's only a matter of time before one of them breaks through or breaks the other. - I was 12 the first time I took a hit off a joint at a party, smoked a blunt by myself and bought a bong. I was 13 when I started drinking alcohol for fun. 14 the first time I took ecstasy at a college party I snuck into, the same age I lost my virginity. This was the first time I went to a mental institution because it's also the year I first tried to kill myself. 15 the first time I smoked meth, took a bump of cocaine, shot myself up with heroine. This was the first time I got sent to rehab, it didn't work and I came out worse. I was 16 when I tried to commit three times in the same year, the last time I got my heart to stop for 30 seconds. That year was also the first time I snorted Hydrocodone, getting me started in opiates, I experimented with Xanax and liked it. And I was a month from 17 when I got sober. - "Fuck you." I snap. "You already have." Micah bites out. "And I'm pretty fucking sure you liked it too, if your orgasms were anything to go by." - "I want-" Micah stopped, running his fingers through his hair. "Never mind what I want. What do you want?" His voice is quieter now, more gentle. "You."

Resurgence , écrit par annelystic

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Reborn in TVD?!

I don't get it. I really don't. I died, I get that much. But waking up in a dark and squishy place, with absolutely NO ROOM to move, I DON'T GET. Let's recap. It was a regular day. I got up, ate, showered and went to work. I was a police officer. I was checking out a house call about domestic abuse. I didn't even get to knock on the door before a man bursted out screaming at a women about calling the pigs on him. It didn't take much to figure out he was the abuser with the way he was holding her arm tight enough to bruise. I tried to diffuse the situation, told him to calm down and let her go. He didn't like that. In the end I got shot and died. Then I woke up in a small and dark space and freaked out. Then I get pushed out only to cry and realize I'm a baby. Oh, but not just anyone's baby. I'm Miranda and Grayson Gilbert's baby?! In 'The Vampire Diaries'?! What the fuck is happening?! Rankings: #1 in reincarnated (out of 3.58k) #2 in witchcraft (out of 19.3k) #15 in gay (out if 389k) I do not own TVD or any characters beside my oc's