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High on love

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Love, mental health and music. Back in December 2015 I, Mandy, got a psychotic episode, which lead me being like high for a few days in London town. 
            
            This story tells how I got this psychotic episode and what I did during the episode. Because I promise you I did fucked up things. Just to mention a few, I broke into a house, I fell in love with a total stranger who escorted me to the police station, and spoiler alert, I ended  up in a psychiatric hospital for a month.
            
            Lots of music involved and not only because I was at Lower than Atlantis and Don Broco gig during the episode. The music talked to me. To name a few more bands important in this story : Deaf Havana, A day to remember, Pvris, Bring me the horizon, Years and Years, Enter Shikari, Escape the fate. If you like them, come read my story, I hope you'll enjoy it.All Rights Reserved

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Psyche by AB_Monnette

"I don't want to be the strong independent woman. I'm tired of having all that responsibility, I'm tired of not being catered to. I just want to be loved, want to be helpless, want to cry, want to be catered to. I'm tired." My heart aches at her words. "Be mine and you will never be tired again." She laughs at my words. Not believing the truth behind them. -- Warning: I said psyche was Ace because I wrote this young, when I was coming to terms with my own sexuality and feeling the same things Psyche felt. Did not know the term demisexual existed back then, I will definitely edit this book and use the proper terms in the future.

Videotape by kittyweb13

"For a girl who had her entire life ahead of her, I certainly thought about dying a lot. It wasn't something foreign to me; though I'd never been able to explain or even fully grasp why I had these thoughts, I'd had them since I was little, maybe five or six years old. I was fifteen now, sitting at my desk in my biology class, absently staring out the window as I contemplated what it would be like to tumble out of it and fall to the asphalt of the parking lot two long stories below." -Ase Hansen, Chapter 1 *** GENERAL WARNINGS: -This is an extremely emotional story. You will laugh. You will cry. Read at your own risk. -Yes, I know this story sucks. Yes, I know I rushed the ending. Yes, I know it's incredibly fast-paced; I wrote it on a deadline after procrastinating for far too long. Again, read at your own risk. TRIGGER WARNINGS: -Mental illness -Suicide

Counting Days by RubyMayflower

[Complete] Nina One day she showed up. The only baggage she carried with her was her father. Everyday, I passed her house on my way to school. She was always outside, sitting on the porch, her hand on her cheek and looking far off into the dirt beneath her. There was something...off about her. About everything in that house. I wish I wasn't so curious. I wish I had not done what I did. And now, I'm paying the price for it. I will never be the same. --- Esther The day she showed up at my house, knocking on my door and introducing herself, I knew my life would change forever. She was completely opposite of me. She was rich, pretty, and popular among many other things. And yet, the more I got to know her, we were similar in many ways. And that is what doomed us in the end. --- A short story filled with new-come friendships, sexuality, crime, drama, and so much more.

Addict In Black ✔ by whoscountinganyway

USER SERIES 1 Micah Rex: He's handsome, dangerous, reckless. An addict. When he walks into a room, people notice. People are scared of him, people don't look him in the eye. AJ Ferro: She's cute, nice respectful. A helper. When she walks in a room, people usually get flowers. People love her, people want to be her friend. Despite her cheery nature and soft words AJ has never had it easy when it came to addiction -or depression. Without his addiction, sadness and anger Micah doesn't know who he is -and he hates not knowing things. And, of all places, they meet at a rehab center. He looked at her and saw a peppy girl with no future. She looked at him and saw a troubled boy with a bad past. Micah wants to die, AJ wants him to live. It's only a matter of time before one of them breaks through or breaks the other. - I was 12 the first time I took a hit off a joint at a party, smoked a blunt by myself and bought a bong. I was 13 when I started drinking alcohol for fun. 14 the first time I took ecstasy at a college party I snuck into, the same age I lost my virginity. This was the first time I went to a mental institution because it's also the year I first tried to kill myself. 15 the first time I smoked meth, took a bump of cocaine, shot myself up with heroine. This was the first time I got sent to rehab, it didn't work and I came out worse. I was 16 when I tried to commit three times in the same year, the last time I got my heart to stop for 30 seconds. That year was also the first time I snorted Hydrocodone, getting me started in opiates, I experimented with Xanax and liked it. And I was a month from 17 when I got sober. - "Fuck you." I snap. "You already have." Micah bites out. "And I'm pretty fucking sure you liked it too, if your orgasms were anything to go by." - "I want-" Micah stopped, running his fingers through his hair. "Never mind what I want. What do you want?" His voice is quieter now, more gentle. "You."

For Centuries - Season 1 [Completed] by MelisandeScott

*Featured in the Paranormal and Supernatural profile's reading list Blood-Thirsty Beasts (October 2021), in the FreeTheLGBT profile's reading list Wicked Little Creatures (January 2022), in the Music profile's reading list Alternative Rock (December 2022) in the Multicultural profile's reading list European Voices (September 2023), and in the Friends and Family's profile reading list Forever Soulmate (May 2024)* Elise is more than 2000 years old. She owns a nightclub in Paris, a city she has always loved. But she is not the only supernatural creature in this world. One night, she meets a mysterious painter, who happens to be a vampire. Magic and supernatural creatures, love and friendship, with a little bit of action and humor and a lot of music and drama, in two new episodes every week. [Season 1 is now completed and so are Season 2, 3 and 4.] Wordcount: 25 000 words Tropes in season 1: Found family, We used to be friends, Insta-love, forbidden love For Centuries is a cosy paranormal story that focuses on characters and the relationships between them. It contains romance storylines but there are a lot of other kinds of relationships represented. Most of the characters in the series are queer, including the main character who is ace. The worldbuilding includes vampires, immortals, and magic, with my personal twist on the lore. There is definitely drama in the story but also a lot of fluff. *** TW : violence, grief, addiction. Cover design: Bartholomé Girard (Instagram: @bartholomegirard)

always been mine - emily prentiss x reader by salemxminds

In which you are madly in love with SSA Emily Prentiss, and she with you. guys i promise the story is actually better than this description i'm sorry for that lmfao i just dk how to write synopses (cisfem reader, uses she/her pronouns) BLANKET TW: mentions of sexual assault, childhood traumas, religious issues; criminal minds case-type material (violence, murders, etc., stuff you'd see as the case in an episode); smut chapters with smut marked with an asterisk in front ex.: "*chapter five // shower" as opposed to "chapter thirty // stonebrook" date started: march 23, 2021 date completed: june 12, 2021

white ferrari [Billie Eilish] by billiesstoriess

You're 16 and already a celebrity. Your songs get played more and more everyday and you get recognized alot. Great right? Nope. Your best friend dies in a car crash and depression kicks in. You don't see a point in living. Until you meet a wonderful person. But will you be able to keep that person happy?... Snippet: "Doctor: "I'm sorry to tell you that Drew has passed away"" *TW: mentions of depression and suicide **Every chapter has a quote. The quote does not always have to do something with the events in the chapter, but it's more for your motivation in life.

Saviours (Black veil brides and My chemical romance fan-fiction) by geeislife

-Currently editing, oh god my old writing- (More of a Mcr fanfic tbh) Hey, My name is Callie. I'm 16, and I've always been picked on. I used to live in Britain, back when I was 13. Back when... Back when it was all right. Now, I live in America. I hate it here. Biggest mistake we had ever made. As I say 'we' it's my family. I hate them. They abuse me. I have to go. But where...? Hey, I'm Hannah. I'm a youtuber, I make videos with my boyfriend, Johnnie. But what is really weird, I have no girl friends. I am always surrounded by guys... Hey, It's Gerard. I think I need help. Yeah, I'm in My chemical romance. Yeah, I have money. But like they say, money can't buy you happiness. This is embarrassing, but I've never been in love before. I'm 20. I'm lonely. I need someone... Hey, I'm Andy. I'm pretty happy I guess. I'm in Black veil brides and our band is doing pretty well. I am single, but I'm just waiting for the right girl to come along...

The Doctor's Assistant by AtlasPyro

Have you ever felt so unimaginably lonely? Ever wanted to end your life because things have gotten so unbelievably horrible? Parents misunderstanding you? Pressure too much amongst your daily stresses? Do not fret, just walk to the back alley behind Maple View Memorial Hospital. Walk down the creaking metal steps, knock a few times on the wooden door and the doctor will handle the rest. These were some of the things Elliot heard being whispered at the weekly depression seminars. They were dying for a way out, a way out of life. A way that didn't involve hanging in the kitchen before the movers showed up. With mom and dad dead from a car crash a few weeks prior, and zero friends to acknowledge their absence, Elliot decides to visit the doctor. But is it more than what they bargained for?

The unreachable mountain by Growened

"You're unbearable!" He kicks her with utter contempt. "Please tell me where I'm wrong, causing you discomfort was not my intention," she said crying, causing him to hit her against the ground again. "Do you think you can live with good intentions? Didn't you have all the time you wanted to change and learn? You still dare to ask for more!" He yells at her with hatred, he blamed her for being the one will cause a woman to be beaten; He didn't want to be that kind of man. However, what he lived with her caused him to bring out what he hated the most about himself from within. -Forget it love- said a woman who was next to her- it's not worth it- this dog was supposed to be her friend, she was supposed to support her just like she did; however he managed so that he and she hated each other and thus be able to steal it. The woman on the floor does not know how much she was framed and harmed by her naivety, nor did she know that this was the beginning of her misfortunes. Because of that woman she did not stop suffering, wherever she went she suffered verbal or physical abuse and everything was orchestrated by this woman; she didn't know until she was about to faint. "Why?" She asked this unarmed woman without knowing why she hated him so much. She never did anything to hurt him. She just laughed viciously without answering him, she didn't have to waste her time with an insect; leaving La to die imprisoned in the house where she was kidnapped. "Answer me!" She got up from her bed screaming "Eh? This looks like my room; Did I reincarnate myself in the past?" She ran to the bathroom just to see that her assumption was correct. She thanked the heavens for this second chance by promising that she wouldn't be fooled a second time.

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Psyche

"I don't want to be the strong independent woman. I'm tired of having all that responsibility, I'm tired of not being catered to. I just want to be loved, want to be helpless, want to cry, want to be catered to. I'm tired." My heart aches at her words. "Be mine and you will never be tired again." She laughs at my words. Not believing the truth behind them. -- Warning: I said psyche was Ace because I wrote this young, when I was coming to terms with my own sexuality and feeling the same things Psyche felt. Did not know the term demisexual existed back then, I will definitely edit this book and use the proper terms in the future.