What About Me?|| Hayley Leblanc
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"It's impossible. Everybody expects you to be the definition of perfect that you know you can't be. Everyone in this whole world knows- you can't keep living with all of these hatred emotions inside of you.....bubbling up and constantly thriving on all of the secrets you've held, the agony, the 'I'm fines', the feeling that your not pretty, your not perfect, your worthless. Constantly eating it up....growing until you have to let it all out. You can't hold it anymore.
The truth is.....
Not many people realize this.
And they only know what's in the outside of Hayley Noel Leblanc.
Not what hides within."
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