*TRIGGER WARNING* Nearly every chapter of this book will have sex, violence, mental health and/or suicide awareness. Thank you. ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I remember the first time i saw him. Hes was gorgeous. Leaning against the bland walls of my high school but next to him anything was beautiful. And now its gone. I let it slip through my hands like running water, as if there was nothing I could to to hold onto it. The thought makes my knees quiver. How could I let this happen?