Philophobia: A GerIta story
14 parts Complete Ludwig enjoyed living far from others.
He enjoyed his only company being his 8 dogs.
He enjoyed living on 2 acres of land in the middle of Alberta, Canada.
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Feliciano enjoyed living with his twin brother and his boyfriend.
He enjoyed long walks with Noodle, his seeing eye dog.
He enjoyed painting and baking.
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Feliciano wanted a friend, Ludwig wanted to be alone.
Feliciano felt like a burden, Ludwig questioned his worth.
Feliciano had nightmares, Ludwig never slept.
Feliciano believed no one could love him, Ludwig feared someone loving him.
Warnings:
Self-harm, depression, psychosis, PTSD, suicidal thoughts, self hating thoughts, intense nightmares (including rape, murder, and violence), medication, alcoholism, suicide attempts mentioned