Fading Innocence
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Last published Sun, Sep 9, 2018
Childhood days is the one of the most memorable experience you'll have. And the most important memories that you'll never forget.
But how will I treasure the things that I didn't experience? Wala akong childhood. Lumaki lang ako, naging tao lang ako. Pero never akong naging bata. I never experienced running and playing with kids. I don't have friends. All I ever do was to worked and make a living. For me and for my sister. How can I understand the things that the child wanted when I never experienced to be one of them. How can I took care of a child if I can't take good care of myself? I'm lost. I'm lost in the dark. I'm lost with my own dark and can't find my own light. How can I survive. Paano ko mahahanap ang sarili ko kung lahat ng akala kong tama ay mali pala, Mga maling tanong at tamang sagot. Tamang tanong at maling sagot.
Pamilya,
Pagmamahal,
At diyos.
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Paano ko paniniwalaan lahat ng yan kung lahat sila hindi ko alam kung totoong nag eexist ba sa mundo at sa buhay ko.
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