Help ! I think I'm in love

Meet- Anamika (whose life is a total mess) - who has got a crush on a boy ....and she hates the boy who loves her..she likes the boy who doesn't have any Idea that she likes her..and she hates the boy who actually is her real friend...she's a scholar but she hates non-fiction..she believes in love stories- but doesn't have one. !!
All in all-she has got a confused life- and she writes her never-ending feelings in her diary..will she ever be able to make some sense out of the chaos she's in? Will she get the boy she loves? Does she even love that boy-or is it infatuation? Or will she fall for the boy who loves her..?
Welcome to her diary...read on!