Giving up hope
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Last published Sat, Aug 2, 2014
All we needed was each other and that's all we had. I leaned against him as his chest rose and fell with his breath, and for that moment, the whole world stopped, and my life was finally perfect.
Being sixteen is not so sweet when there is only one other person whom you can feel a mutual love with.
After being told she’s not good enough, by not only her peers but the people who share her DNA, Sydney starts to believe it. On one very eventful day, Sydney decides she’s had enough and tries to take her life. Later waking up in an old dirty shed in the middle of a forest god knows where, Sydney’s life takes a whole new turn for the better.
But will she finally learn to trust love and realise it can be given to her by more people than her best friend Ashton? Or will Sydney go back to what she knows and continue giving up hope.
Warning: Contains themes of abuse and self harm.
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