Mistakes

Have you ever had someone you couln't hate, even if he killed someone? To whom you'd run and hug him, even if he tried to make you hate him as much as he could? Well I have someone like that. He's the best friend I've had in years. He's slightly taller than me, blue eyes and dark hair. He's the one I can always trust. Even tough I know, it's nit safe, I still tell him everything. Everytime I see him, I just run to hug him. And i don't even care, what people think or say about it. But have you ever had the moment, when you didn't know, if you can even talk to him anymore? Like he's so close, but his mind is so far away you can't reach it, he's upset, but he won't tell you why. Because he knows that if you know, you'd be worried sick about him. But now.. I'm not sure, if I can decline the bond... The bond not for best friend, but for lovers. Let me tell you the story of me and Tom.