Two's Too Many
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Alexander William Gaskarth was pronounced dead on December 20th at 4:30am despite nearly ten hours of medical attention and four different emergency surgeries.
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I automatically turn around, my heart about to jump out of my chest.
Instead of silence I can hear the speeding sound of my heartbeat.
Tears have never flowed so fast I think my eyes are broken.
I'm obviously seeing things.
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