If These Sheets Were States
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Everything a girl might wish for. Just a shame that Bella had to go through such a nightmare to get there.
Bella was any ordinary eighteen year old - so people thought. Good grades, an amazing best friend whom she thought the world of, a few enemies and a lot of tears here and there. Everybody suffers, everybody survives and carries on. But nobody could have expected this. Especially not Bella.
Can she let go of everything she's ever known? Can she overcome something that's dragged her down for far too long? Most importantly, all of the memories that have drowned her for the past two years, will she ever be able to put her mind at ease and make them just disappear?
At the end of it all, Bella knows her life will never be the same again.
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