Toxicity ¥Refreshed Data¥
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MatureComplete Sun, Jan 14, 20181h 2m
This place is the same but very much different. Emotions aren't as helpful as I'd thought, each time a feeling or memory is recovered bits of my sanity disappear. Staying here longer than need be will result in death or even worse, being careful is the only way to ensure that these results differ.
or else.
I must be careful
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