but, I love you
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Last published Mon, Oct 12, 2020
Alec is a "normal" teenager who doesn't see sexuality as something that is a written in stone. He struggles with his mental health from time to time and recently started to use drugs, such as alcohol or weed to cope. He has one best friend, Naomi, she dates almost only jocks, the one group of people Alec seems to have the biggest trouble getting along with. But why is that?
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