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Alec is a "normal" teenager who doesn't see sexuality as something that is a written in stone. He struggles with his mental health from time to time and recently started to use drugs, such as alcohol or weed to cope. He has one best friend, Naomi, she dates almost only jocks, the one group of people Alec seems to have the biggest trouble getting along with. But why is that?All Rights Reserved

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Heartbroken by eelarinn

[COMPLETED] When Eli found his boyfriend having sex with his best friend, he was shattered. Tyler and Tony were the only people other than his family that Eli trusted. But they broke his trust. They broke his heart into thousands of pieces. Eli lost both of them. They were the only people in his life along with his sister and mom. Now he was all alone. Betrayed and hurt. Heartbroken. But when Andrew entered Eli's life, he felt a bit happy. Like he could trust him. Share his thoughts with him. But is Andrew worth Eli's trust? Will Andrew hold Eli's hand? or will he leave him just like Tyler did? 🌿 This is my first ever book. Give it a try. If you like it, then comment and vote. If you find anything wrong with it, feel free to criticize me. Thank you.

The Hots (mxm) by ani_dn

This story is complete ✅ Alec is a twenty-five year old gentle boy with the looks of an angel. He has not figured out what he needs in love yet and has never had a relationship. But something urges him to act, or rather someone, a person who is his total opposite. Sam is intimidating. He is tall enough to be a basketball player, muscular, covered in tattoos, and quick tempered. Most people prefer to keep a distance startled by his menacing glares. What will happen when these two distant poles collide? One thing is for sure, it will get unbearably hot... and funny. *** This book depicts a manxman love story. It includes several graphic intimate scenes and is rated mature. Those chapters will be marked as XXX. Please read only if you are comfortable with the topic and of appropriate age. *** Enjoy! Read, comment, and be free to express yourself. All opinions are highly appreciated. Best ranking so far: #1 in lgbtfiction July 2023 #1 in sweet April 2023 #1 in passion March 2022 #1 in hotboys Oct 2021 #1 in fallingforthebadboy Nov 2021 #2 in secretadmirer July 2023 #2 in firstlove Oct 2022 #3 in cute Nov 2021 #3 in bxblove Dec 2021 #4 in shy Jan 2022 #4 in gayboys Nov 2021 #4 in fallinginloveagain Nov 2021 #6 in gaylove July 2022 #7 in malexmale Feb 2023 #10 in bxb July 2022 #10 in cuteboys Nov 2021 #10 in gayromance July 2023 #13 in mxm June 2023 #14 in love July 2022 #15 in manxman Feb 2023 #22 in gay July 2023 #26 in seduction March 2022 #32 in lgbt Sept 2023 #37 in tattoos March 2022 #46 in texttospeech Sept 2023 Disclaimer: All images are intended only to illustrate the content. They are licensed stock photos posed by models, who has no relation to the story. All people and events in this book are fictional.

Conditional Love by CoffeeandLiterature

Alec hadn't realized what telling his parents would mean. He hadn't expected to be sleeping in his car just for being gay. If not for his best friend, he might not have been able to finish college, and started working as a paramedic. Alec also might not have been at the bar that night, might never have met the man of his dreams. Some OOC aspects to the characters. Disclaimer: Cassandra Clare owns everything but the plot. The plot is mine. Edited by Writesalott. AU/AH Malec fic.

Need Me by thewhiskerswithin101

Alec is what you would call a "slut". Although he hates the word, that's what he and everyone else categorizes him as. Not to mention he is gay. He has an alcoholic father who takes his anger out in him and a mother who abuses drugs. With a bad relationship in the past, Alec decides to go to gay clubs to let guys do what they wish as they call him beautiful, which is all he wants; someone to need him. There is a boy at school, Jace, who Alec fancies. But he knows that he can never have a relationship and all he is to people is a sex toy. Read to hear Alec's story ---------------------- This book is not for everyone so please be careful. I love all of you and want you safe. HUGE TRIGGER WARNING ⚠️

His Property by Bradterryyy

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What we've always been. by BlancaMorales_Acero

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