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college love meant romance sapphire snowflakes unexpected unwritten words

I am careful with everything in my life and I always try to plan ahead. I know what I would be doing in every minute passing by and what should be accomplished in every certain event. I don't care what I would have to sacrifice as long as I have done what I am suppose to do. It's a crazy antic but I always found myself feeling fulfilled doing what I am meant to. 

That's why I hate adjustments. I hate changed plans even though I hate the event planned, I despise the fact that it won't get through. I am not a perfectionist but I just like to go through with the given schedule. 

I am what I am. 

An evolved woman who can be independent without the help of any man. That's what I was trying to achieve even though I am only in college and the idea of having a partner is far from my mind.  It's fulfilling yet its lonely and even though I tried so hard denying that I don't need someone to depend on except for my family, I can't help but to admit in my most vulnerable state that I am lonely and the only thing that kept me going is the idea that one day, in the scheduled day where everything would be perfect, the right guy would come along and sweep me off my feet and it would be pure bliss. 

But, I didn't expect it to be different than what I have in my head and I didn't expect it to be something no one thought it would be. 

I guess, having someone can be messier than it already is.Tüm hakları saklıdır

college love meant romance sapphire snowflakes unexpected unwritten words

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Echo of the Past

A few months ago, I bought a mug with gold gilt. On sale. Not a gift either nor because of an occasion to remember by it. Just plain, pretty mug for 15PLN. I drank my coffee from it since. I spat loose tea leaves into it. It never felt particularly significant. An ordinary object. Only when I lost it, I realised its true value. I sat comfortably at my desk one evening. Looking at my phone, I reached to take my song-text notebook. Trivial situation. My clumsy fingers were unable to avoid the mug. They allowed it to topple over, to slip from the desktop. Even though I did not see the split-second occurrence, I felt the pressure of unease. My head painted the trajectory of the fall on its own, the shattering, spillage. The loss. For a millisecond I still had hope, that I would be able to catch the mug, that I would be able to avoid what was about to happen. But I knew I was headed for failure. I don't have any superpowers. I only scalded my fingers. I looked at the mug's new shape for a long while, at the shattered pieces. At the spilling liquid. Our adventure came to an end. Irrevocably. I won't be drinking coffee from it anymore, nor spit tea leaves into it. Well. I shouldn't be sad, it was just a regular mug, just like thousands of others. I grew to like it, it kept me company throughout hundreds of warm drinks. I lost it. I hate this feeling the most. In the moment when I am losing something, I stop in my tracks, I hold my breath. It is always a very intense moment. A short one, but one that gives me the tight unpleasant feeling in my stomach. The feeling of loss is always accompanied by hope. Silly and naïve. Making me believe so strongly, that I can make it. That I will still be able to catch the mug mid-flight. When the feeling is entering the body, crawling into me I realise, how important it was to me. Whether it's Nivan or a stupid mug with gold gilt.

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