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How Do You Love?

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Reads 158
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Parts 9
Time 1h 38m

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Fay loved a boy, too bad that boy broke up with her. But Fay wouldn't let it get to her. She doesn't care if he gave up on their love. So why do some people keep on trying to get it back. 

She respects what they used to have and doesn't want to have it back. She cares for his happiness, even if she wasn't his only.

Could that be considered love? Did she really love him? Yes, yes she does, but Fay doesn't want to bother people because in reality. She really is selfish, really. But she masks it.

So what will Kyle do to show Fay it's okay to be selfish? Since Fay gave everything and never fought with him for so long?All Rights Reserved

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DO I STILL HATE YOU by Alootheauthor

" I hate this girl from the bottom of my heart. She broke my heart in a few seconds without any hesitation. She insulted me infront of every one. She took my place, my reputation, my everything. Then why? Why do I find myself getting dragged to her everytime I see her? Why do I fell a strange tickle in my stomach everytime I talk to her? Why does my heart go crazy everytime she holds me? After 10 painful years why is it happening with me now? Is it just admiration or ........... AM I IN LOVE WITH HER ONCE AGAIN???

Scars by SarahORawe4

"If I risk it all, could you break my fall? How do I live? How do I breathe? When your not here i'm sufficated. I wanna feel love, run through my blood. Tell me is this where I give it all up? For you, I have to risk it all, Cuz the Writing's on the Walls." This is a story about a boy and a girl. She loves him, and he want's her dead. But he vowed to keep her safe..But how can he keep such a dangerous vow? *EXCERPT FROM BOOK BELOW* "Our story is like the movies. The movies with the happy endings?" I yelled as he got out of the car. "No! Our ending is nothing like those movies Vana. Our story is the both of us risking it all and then ending up right next to Kyle." He said and sighed. And he was right. Our ending is that one fucked up movie that no on wants to go see. "SO YOU AREN'T WILLING TO RISK IT ALL!?! I yelled louder as the rain came pouring down. He turned on his heal and stomped twords me pulling me close to him leaveing no space between us. His lips came crashing down on mine making the butterflies in my stomach errupt with pleaseure. He pulled away and sighed as did I. He grabbed my hand and ran his thumb over the knuckle of my thumb over my tattoo thanks to his stupid game of dare or dare. "Look at the perspective of things Vana. You might see a smily face but I don't. I see a sad face. You don't want my happy ending. Trust me." He said and sighed again. "I love you so much Vana." He said and kissed the top of my head and then walked back over to his house. But he didn't really love me. If he did he would be willing to risk it all just like I am. But I am left just like Kyle had suspected. Alone and heart broken in the rain. Because I was always the one willing to risk it all. For him.

𝑨𝒍𝒘𝒂𝒚𝒔 [part 1 &2] (18+) by unicornisa14

"Pl-please I am sorry" "I loved you more than anything, I would've given my life for you without question...but what you did to me was worse than death and I can never forgive you for that" ₪⸗₪⸗₪ "What happened?" I ask thinking how can she get such a huge scar. "Isn't it beautiful" she says and I looks at her confused when she continues "I cut of my entire skin removing the tattoo that always reminded me of you and your fake love...I did it right after I watched you marry my sister in front of me" she says with a huge smile and starts to walk out. "What have I done to you?" I ask to myself. "You destroyed me" she replies and walks out. ₪⸗₪⸗₪ Juliet Garcia was once like the beautiful flower of lotus which blooms in the middle of a swamp. Being the daughter of Spanish mafia leader's daughter she was surrounded by bad business of her father but she was still pure and innocent. Then she met the cold-hearted Gabriel Valentino but to her he was nothing but her prince charming. Gabriel Valentino the mafia king, The Lucifer...Every man feared him and his men worshipped him. He was true definition of Lucifer, cold-hearted and a murderer. Then he met the sweet innocent Juliet, who soon became the reason of his life, the purpose of his existence. One misunderstanding... One betrayal... One heartbreak... And it all ended. Five years later... Juliet is no longer the innocent girl, she is the Donna of the American Mafia...The Pandora. Gabriel is filled with grief and love for his Juliet. Fate brings them together once again... One heart filled with hate... One filled with regret and love... Who will achieve victory? Love? or Hate? {I DO NOT OWN PHOTO'S, GIF'S OR VIDEOS USED IN THIS BOOK}

Lets Break Each Others Heart -Major Editing- by VanessaMarie

Life gave me another chance with him and all i'm going to do is break his heart. What would you do if life suddenly gave you another chance to be with your true love? Would you hurt him like he hurt you? Or would you realize that the feelings you been avioding are more strong then you imagine. Take a journey with Aldabella as she must learn that when life gives you a second chance make it worth living for.

0 to 100 Real Fast by AnsleyMullins__13

Okay so here are the deats. We all know the saying, 'Don't judge a book by its cover.' So please don't do that to my book, okay? Okay. NEXT, just read the first chapter and if you don't like then DONT READ IT I'm not forcing ANYONE to read my book I just want you to give it a shot, but one things for certain, NO HATE COMMENTS. NEXT, if you have any suggestions for the next chapter PLEASE message me because sometimes people get what's called 'writers block' where the person has NO idea what to write, and I've come to the conclusion that there are ALOT of cool and creative minds out there and I need that. Okay that's all! Love ya! ___________________________________________ Jessica is young and pretty but her parents left her at a early age. Then one day she bumps into a man, and her life changes for the better. Well....

Golden Whispers || Mark Tuan by byJianLucas

"You need to know that you are beautiful even now, and I don't care what your background is I just care about the moments we had shared together". She can't see him and even if that's a burden she can still feel his nearness, she can tell that he's a good person. How to run away from the nightmare if you can't see it anymore? When will everything be like before? Started: August 05, 2018. Finished: June 08, 2019. |GOT7 Fanfiction| COMPLETED. GROUP 2 - COLLECTION 2018-2019. Mature rating: includes sensitive themes, NO s**t content.

Worse for Hope- Book #2 in the WF Series by anyawritezzz

Grief. It can tear someone's life apart or make them stronger. Though that may be true, Bethane only feels the pain. She lost the person who made her life exciting, what was she supposed to feel? But losing someone right in front of you hurts more and is a different type of grief that she experienced for three years. Three years up until Rider came back into her life and decided that he wanted to earn her trust again. Bethane has already moved on as she says and claims to hate him but is what she feels really hate, or is it betrayal done by the one person she chose to let herself be vulnerable? Rider is committed to earning her trust again and getting a second chance. Bethane is committed to ignoring and hating him for the rest of her life, but with those two very different goals, who's going to accomplish theirs in the end? ~~~~~~ 1k reads September 17, 2021 10k reads April 9, 2022

In the end, its Him & I by amararosewrites_

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DO I STILL HATE YOU

" I hate this girl from the bottom of my heart. She broke my heart in a few seconds without any hesitation. She insulted me infront of every one. She took my place, my reputation, my everything. Then why? Why do I find myself getting dragged to her everytime I see her? Why do I fell a strange tickle in my stomach everytime I talk to her? Why does my heart go crazy everytime she holds me? After 10 painful years why is it happening with me now? Is it just admiration or ........... AM I IN LOVE WITH HER ONCE AGAIN???