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How Do You Love?

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Fay loved a boy, too bad that boy broke up with her. But Fay wouldn't let it get to her. She doesn't care if he gave up on their love. So why do some people keep on trying to get it back. 

She respects what they used to have and doesn't want to have it back. She cares for his happiness, even if she wasn't his only.

Could that be considered love? Did she really love him? Yes, yes she does, but Fay doesn't want to bother people because in reality. She really is selfish, really. But she masks it.

So what will Kyle do to show Fay it's okay to be selfish? Since Fay gave everything and never fought with him for so long?All Rights Reserved

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