Letting go
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Last published Tue, Jul 1, 2014
Natasha a 14 year old girl has just lost her best friend to a tragic accident. With her other friends Tim and Luca , together they tackle the monster that is grief. "I'm a mess. There is no other way to describe me. Natasha 14 (going on 15) year old mess. Great. I'm bawling , yelling and screaming while Luca strokes my hair , hugs me and makes soothing shhs. But he is doing the same as me on the inside. There is a monster inside his head trying to escape. Clawing away at his brain. Howling. Screeching. Trying to escape in every way possible. The monster's name is grief. " - Natasha , chapter 1 : death. "I kind of regret just storming out of the house like that because Luca failed to mention that the appointment wasn't for another 2 hours. Frankly , I'm already bored not to mention that
waiting at the doctor's office is the worst. You are basically in a confined room with people who are sick , pregnant , or little kids there for their regular check up who pick they're slimy boogers and spread them everywhere. No I'm not msyophobic. But isn't it just gross?" - Natasha , chapter 5 : can't
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