No One Gets Me...

My name is unknown. My name is that because no ones pays any attention to me when i'm sad mad.. what ever the case maybe. But these pays weeks have been horrible i really wish i could just go to being in my moms stomach andd i shouldn't never came out. Im in 8th grade now and i hate it.. :/...the first dude i liked well.. he an fucking idiot and i hate him and wish i never met him all i can say is when you pay attention more you find out someones true colors. My ex boy friend welllllll...i broke up with him for another dude but me and the other dude never went out so my ex called me a hoe and i just shut down..like...how are you mad at me for breaking up with you because i wanted a break (because i liked another guy) i mean im a teenage girl we dont know what we want...but after the other guy was gone ive been really well...and by that i mean ive been feeling my ex boyfriend again i mean i never stop liking him.But today i feel worthless because he asked me out again at lunch and i was liked is this a joke..cause if it was idk..i prolly would of just balled out in cried on the floor.So one of my best friends were in on it the whole time the whole time and i kept asking her is this a joke is this a hoke is this a joke and she kept saying no and my dumb ass believed her like wtf..you posed to be my twinnnnn..and then i when i get home my parents say ima send you away cause your to bad so i might run away...i already have a plan :)...cause im not going to be treated like shit no more ima just do me i fucking tired of being treated less than IM NOT A MFFF TOY BITCHES IMA A REAL HUMAN OK TREAT ME LIKE ONE..every day i try to pray to god but sometimes i feel like im just talking to myself i just hope that i can get it together...but can i aleast be seen... i know well known in the popular part of the kids but thats me on the out side no one never asked am i ok or nun (only my bestfriends)..to sum it all up...No One Gets Me...