Don't leave me here alone

I sat up off of the dirty worn out mattress i called a bed, slightly smiling as i saw my friend steffi passed on the floor drool dribbling out of her mouth. The smile quickly turned to a frown as i realized there is nothing to smile about anymore. It's been 2 weeks, 2 horrible nightmare and emotion filled weeks. We have collected a group of 8 people and 25 guns with tuna of ammo. Zombies. Everywhere. We kill more and more everyday but it has no effect and its gonna be the same for ever, it will never end. The damn virus ruined everything , I've killed my whole family and 5 of my friends, but yet i continue living. Its pointless and we all know it, but no one talks about it. I pick up the first gun i see, the pistol and walk outside "I love you guys so much, im sorry i cant do this anymore" I put the gun to my head and my finger moved to the trigger a about to push down on it as i hear a desperate scream. "WAIT!"