My Scars are Eternal
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Last published Thu, May 28, 2015
WARNING: This story will contain elements that are mature and may be disturbing for some people. There will be content that is sensitive and heavy. Trigger warnings will be placed at the beginning of any serious content contained in that chapter. I hope you will still enjoy my story
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What do you do if you have nothing to live for? No goals? No happiness? That's what 16 year old Lilly Smith wonders everyday she wakes up. Lilly lives with a foster family and came to them as a broken lost soul with many walls built up. She locks people out and doesn't let anyone in to help her escape her internal battles. Lilly doesn't know how much longer she can hold onto life with a brutal past that's eating her soul and a complete mystery to her new family. Will she let her past consume and destroy her? Or can she learn to trust those around her to provide the happiness she deserves? Can she live with her eternal scars?
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