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When Do I Start? (On Going)

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Reads 366
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Parts 14
Time 1h 36m

fictional genre love romance teens

I wish I could probably back the time, I doubted my self in my past and now. It hurts, it hurts so much... He not even understand my feelings yet I understand his mine. Yes, i did not fight for him, and why is that if he destined in another girl? A Force  fix marriage. I want to fight but then I realize... I'm not sure of it but, it is too late? Or not?



WHEN DO I START?

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