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"What we had was toxic Jay." He gets closer to me, closing the space in between us. "You drained me of my identity. You injected self doubt and insecurities into my vains. You left me questioning my own sanity. I walked around aimlessly. I was always at war with my body, trying to scrub off your heavy words off my skin. My mental state was shaken. It got to the point where I didn't even know my self any more."
     "But you loved it," he said. "We were toxic, but you loved it."

Special thanks to @memorizedsightings for making me this cover.

 WARNING. THIS STORY CONTAINS RAPE AND ABUSE. READ AT YOUR OWN RISK.All Rights Reserved

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The Choppa Effect by kirjean

"Fuck wrong wid unnu?" Tego mumbles and then I hear him sniffle. I look around to see his head down and his fingers playing with his eyes. Emotional bad man to rass. I walk over to him and he looks up at me with his eyes full of water. "What's wrong with you?" He shakes his head but still answers me. "I- We protected you guys and she's being such a bitch about it." He sits up straight and wipes the few tears that fell while he was speaking. "We sensed the danger and dealt with it so why aren't you guys appreciative of that?" He's staring intently at me. "That's why I know I shouldn't get to know you but I've already started." He smiles and walks over to me then pulls me in a hug. "But fuck it." He smiles against my cheek. Emotional bad man? Emotional mad man this. *** Emotions run high and love no knows boundaries. Follow Jade and Tego as they navigate a complex web of danger and desire in this compelling tale of loyalty and passion. Trust is tested, alliances shift, and emotions simmer in the heat of the city's underworld. Will their love survive? Find out in this gripping tale of love and loyalty. #1 Scam (Highest recorded rating) *Book will be reviewed and edited once completed. (maybe lol)

Taken Captive by reyatutt

I wrote this when I was 16 give me a break. TAKEN SERIES: BOOK ONE TW: kidnapping, manipulation, toxic/abusive relationship, violence, death, grief, self-harm, suicidal thoughts/attempts, sexual assault, non-consensual sexual content, alcoholism, stockholm syndrome, switching partners, etc. Do not read this story if you get triggered easily. If you decide to continue, that's your own choice. This story will portray a BDSM relationship, NOT counting the toxicity and genuine abuse that goes on throughout it. Do not comment anything unnecessarily judgmental, especially if you don't know what you're talking about. Thank you, enjoy. - - - - - "Don't ever do something like that again, or I will kill you, understood? "Yes, sir." - - - - - After being continuously hurt, left alone, heart broken and losing the one thing that kept her going, Nia Seymour turns to a new job that will show her how to let loose, live her life and make her happy again. The last thing she expected was to be Taken Captive by someone who would turn her life into chaos, make her addicted to the pain and hold her heart in his hands, breaking it and putting it back together over and over again until she's had enough. • • • The second he lays his eyes on her, Callum Rivera's world is turned upside down and he's made his mind up. She's his. He feeds off of the tears she cries, loves the pain all over her face when he hurts her over and over again, whether it's purposefully or not. As time passes and feelings evolve, soon enough the tears falling out of her eyes no longer give him pleasure, only pain and all he wants is for her to be happy, as long as she's with him. • • • The universe is sending challenge after challenge to these two individuals who want nothing but each other. Will they get past these secrets, lies, toxicity and pain? Or will one of them give up? - - - - -

Save Me|JK FF| by PeachieSaphya

Life was great, You were a famous idol, had the best boyfriend and your fans accepted your relationship. You had it all. That was until it was all snatched away, right from underneath your feet. Completed All rights reserved *****************WARNING**************** This story will contain sexual themes and abusive nature. I advise you to please be 18 years or older before you read this. You have been warned. This story may also be triggering. I will tho warn you beforehand on abusive or sexual related things if I fail to do so please inform me. Thank you for reading! *******************************************

SLASHER: AFTERMATH by deezumi

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Soft |K.TH✅ by JoonsFix

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The Choppa Effect

"Fuck wrong wid unnu?" Tego mumbles and then I hear him sniffle. I look around to see his head down and his fingers playing with his eyes. Emotional bad man to rass. I walk over to him and he looks up at me with his eyes full of water. "What's wrong with you?" He shakes his head but still answers me. "I- We protected you guys and she's being such a bitch about it." He sits up straight and wipes the few tears that fell while he was speaking. "We sensed the danger and dealt with it so why aren't you guys appreciative of that?" He's staring intently at me. "That's why I know I shouldn't get to know you but I've already started." He smiles and walks over to me then pulls me in a hug. "But fuck it." He smiles against my cheek. Emotional bad man? Emotional mad man this. *** Emotions run high and love no knows boundaries. Follow Jade and Tego as they navigate a complex web of danger and desire in this compelling tale of loyalty and passion. Trust is tested, alliances shift, and emotions simmer in the heat of the city's underworld. Will their love survive? Find out in this gripping tale of love and loyalty. #1 Scam (Highest recorded rating) *Book will be reviewed and edited once completed. (maybe lol)