Break

When he told me he needed a break I didn't think he meant like this..... I never knew it would feel like this to take a break from the one you loved the most, why does it feel like this, it shouldn't feel like this, this feeling is wrong, I love him, I known I do, otherwise I wouldn't have cried when I heard from my aunt that he was thinking about taking a break...... what am I gonna do, how can I hide this? We promised each other that we'd stay in contact, and that as soon as we found out who we are we'll be there waiting for one another, and now I don't know.... I don't understand, I can't live without him yet here I am