The Night I Died
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MatureComplete Sun, Nov 11, 20186m
Billie Hobbs deals with her life the only way she knows how. She takes back to writing in her diary, talking about her journey and thoughts.
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"I remember the day so clearly as if it happened only a second ago. I tired, god did I try, to wash it away from my mind, to not think about it ever again, but you know how those things go, the harder you try, the more you remember. Its agonizing. I want to start over, to go back to where I met him, to where he saved me, to where I was just a small little girl, naive to what's around me and how cruel the world is. But I can't."
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