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Looking For A Lost Memory

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"My mood is still the same. I'm trying to grow and be better, but I can't avoid these feelings. It starts in my head. Thoughts, feelings, people, places. I think of all of these things in a rushed blur. Then I think of my heart. I feel disgusting. I hate taking medication, but there's no alternative. I want to be fixed. I want everything to go back to the way they were. I wish Arabia never happened. I wish I never talked to anyone, that way Maria wouldn't have died, I wish I wasn't so  cold. Normal. I don't even know the meaning of those words anymore." - Hirosha.

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Uneventful emotions swirl out of control, Kaiden Hamada is looking for an escape, runs away, finding discarded memoirs, carelessly taking them only to find they have much more importance.

"All I know is that we have to keep reading, I need to find closure, or something worth more behind these pages. He leads, we follow. I have no idea where, but maybe that's the whole point of this. "

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