weightless (a destiel fanfiction)
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"i don't look good today"
"I'm too heavy"
"nobody's even gonna care"
"i can't even fit in this!"
"I'm worthless"
"I'm worthless"
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castiel novak is a petite boy, with bright blue eyes and dark black hair. all his friends would tell you he's always smiling, always laughing. but they don't know, and what they don't know won't hurt them, right?
dean winchester isn't as popular. broken green eyes that still shine for his family, but no one notices. he's a social outcast that nobody cares about. but what happens when nobody turns into somebody?
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