It's my life Mr. Douche

Hi Shelb,

I know that for most people today is just a normal day, a day that will just pass by like every day before has. But for me it won't be. Why not? might you ask and the answer to that is simple jet effective. It is because I decided it to be. From this day on I will work on myself, make steady progress. Be a better version on myself, but still be me. And that dear Shelb, I have a feeling, won't be simple. It will sometimes fail or even crash and burn, but at the end of the day I want to be able to say: "From this day on I did my absolute best to be my best." If I can say that in a truthful manner I won't care if not everyone will agree. So let today begin!

Love,

Sounds like a good plan doesn't it? Well It sounded llike a plan but what if Mr. Douche decides it is not...