MY TRUTH
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Ongoing12m
Last published Thu, Nov 9, 2017
I feel like god hates me.
Or my soul hates me.
Or my heart.
Or my brain.
I know I make no sense.
But something very powerful is hating me and destroying me slowly.
Something out there just continuously tries to kill me.
Tries to make me mad.
And sad.
Like I am right now.
Like I always am.
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