Pouring. Rain. Sounds. The wet concrete. She sits there, lifeless, scared, afraid. Nothing for her left in life, for her to understand, to love and to hold. She had nothing. Why did she have to live such a painful life? She thinks to herself as she stairs into the gray sky, fully of darkened clouds, speckles of water hitting her cold, freezing skin. The cold droplets, mixing and blending in with her wet black hair that's sticking to her forehead, neck, and her see-through white shirt; as well as her hot tears that slide down her pale cheek.
She doesn't understand why she is alive, what her purpose is in this world- this cruel, evil, world. But the only thug she did know is how to cry in the rain, her favorite weather, the only thing that could make her smile, even just a little; something her family and "friends" could never do. People she loved, ignored her, resented her, hated her. Her heart slowly breaks into pieces, falling out of its place, floating past her chest and into the air, the windy air, the broken pieces of her heart wandering freely, like a lost puppy looking for its owner.
Her eyes blink, her long eye lashes droop down before lifting up to reveal her stormy gray eyes. She hears water splashing from the floor, fast footsteps approaching her faster and faster, louder the water splashes became as the panting of a person became more clearer. She hesitates to look over, not wanting to take her attention away form the calming rain, but she ends up doing so anyways, her curiosity gets the best of her. She turns her head to her left direction, having her stormy gray glistened eyes land on him.
The Top Ten Scholar
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Started: November 10th 2017
I quickly fixed my hair and make up, when I went to find Luke he was not there where I left him last.I started looking for him, he was nowhere to be found. I almost searched the whole school, when I was passing by the music room I heard muffled voices so I just stepped in the room and who knew my whole world would fall apart...there in front of me was Luke kissing Rose... I guess Luke heard me walking in because he opened his eyes but rose unaware about me was still kissing Luke.
I couldn't take it anymore I turned away, my back to him and ran...I ran and ran making my way out of the school, every step I took was a dagger to my heart...because each step which I took was a step away from Luke.... my Luke .I rushed inside my home into my bedroom and finally collapsed on bed crying my heart out...that's it... I couldn't stay here anymore knowing that my Luke was no more mine...I had to go somewhere away from here. If I stayed here any longer these memories which I had with Luke would haunt me...so with my decision made... That I would be heading to New York by tomorrow's evening flight....I closed my eyes and allowed sleep to consume me.
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Amour is the 1st story of the book "love stories".