I did what I did

I was tired of going through this shit! He fucked me over to many times! This was the last straw. Next thing I knew, I was standing over him with blood on my hands and all over the knife. I looked down and I seen blood all over him, but the difference between me and him was, his eyes were shut closed. "Trey?" I said kneeling down with teary eyes. "Baby? Wake up" I said lifting his head up.