a separate love

this is my story. so, I move on to the next grade. as I already chose my seat, I saw a man who is very handsome. the first time I saw a man as handsome as it is. Initially it feels me with her usual just as if there was nothing at all. but when 2 weeks passed I began to love it. yahh ... Maybe because he's often seen toward me. He also often took me talking. Today the day I passed with his smile, his laugh, his jokes. I'm more interested in her so start. but not I thought she also likes me ... wow!, then I feel very happy. I love him from his very handsome, his hair and style that his cool demeanor cool not shy and cute. He was also often tease me, he even thinks I'm his girlfriend but she never shooting me. He almost hugged me, she called me "sweetie", "gorgeous". In addition he often bothers me. He also often made me laugh with his jokes. He also has said several times "I love to see you laugh", and "you are cute, and beautiful". my heart very happy. but each meet there must be separation. We are now a different school, I miss her. I miss his laugh, I missed the joke, I missed her handsome barrister and his face always makes me happy, I so miss her. ya Allah unite us again. I even promise not to choose another. I will remain faithful to him, I will remain faithful to love it. But if he's also not doing what I did?, or perhaps he has chosen another.