Older!Brothers x reader

I have two brothers Hakaru l/n and kaito l/n. I'm in love with my brothers but refuse to tell them in fear of rejection. I love there sweet gentleness but some days they treat me like a child. When will I realise that they feel the same? Or do they even feel the same in the first place. Hakaru kaito and I all were gifted with beautiful voices and we're even skilled musicians were not famous and we are ignored constantly, well. Mostly we are. If anything I get the most attention but I ignore the people who like me and fall in love with my brothers only. I need to get them out of my head...but I can't. So I won't.