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im here // phan

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Reads 44,474
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Parts 33
Time 2h 36m

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a story of two teenage boys who fall for each other and are always there for each other. 
i'd like to apologize in advance for any mis-portrayed 'scenarios' that occur, for i do not suffer with depression. i did my best :/
i plan to re-write this story sometime with the same plot and everything but ive grown so much as a writer and i would love to see how it turns out now that i have grown so much.All Rights Reserved

abusivecontent danandphil danhowell depression phanfiction phillester phần wattys2018

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