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comingofage fiction mentalhealth music romance selfdiscovery stronglanguage wattys2018 wip workinprogress

"Have you ever wanted to just... disappear?"
Dakota Penning, a recent college graduate, is just trying to get by - just like everyone else. But when her boyfriend's best friend ruins her social media reputation (and her relationship,) her brother decides to stay in Montana for another year, and her mental health begins to decline, Dakota decides there has to be more to life than all the drama and - quite frankly - all the bullshit. As her deepest fears and greatest desires start to unfold, Dakota ventures through lands she's never known, all to find herself. Sometimes the best things in life aren't found conventionally.

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comingofage fiction mentalhealth music romance selfdiscovery stronglanguage wattys2018 wip workinprogress

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Because of Karson by lauren9853_

Dakota is just like every other 17 year old high school senior. Or that's what everyone thinks. Everyone sees Dakota as this funny, sarcastic, and caring girl. What people don't see is how much she is truly suffering inside. People don't know that the smile she always wears is completely fake. They don't know what's really going on at home. They don't see the bruises she has to cover up every morning. They don't see her having to step up to take care of her two younger siblings. She puts on a fake smile as soon as she walks through the school doors and slowly builds her walls up higher as each day goes on. She thinks no one will ever see past her facade...that is, until three new bad boys come strolling into town taking an automatic interest in Dakota. And one certain bad boy can read her like an open book. Will Dakota eventually let these three bad boys in? Or will she keep everything in until she finally reaches her breaking point? Warning: explicit language, violence, sexual assault, abuse, and sexual content ---------------------------- Highest Rankings: #1 Past #1 Underground #1 Abuse #1 Broken #1 Fighter #2 Boxer #1 hurt #2 sad

I Am You by ichigo_shortcake

Michelle moves out of Sacramento, away from her parents to escape her past. All she wants is for people to leave her alone. New York could be the place for her to start a new life. Or so she thought. Will Michelle finally be happy? What will happen when she is left with no choice but to share her apartment and interact with new people at her college? Will she be able to stop herself from making the same mistakes again? Trigger Warning: Some of the chapters contain descriptions of self-harming and death. If you are sensitive to these topics, please avoid reading the detailed descriptions. Note: If you ever need to talk to someone about anything, I'll always be here to listen. My DMs are always open :)

where you are by Twisted_Romantik

"you promised me forever but you lied. You're not the same person I grew up with, you changed." "You're right, I have but you have too. It's like I don't recognize the person standing in front of me." I looked around and noticed my family had been waiting in case things got physical. "I think me being here is a mistake. I'm leaving and never coming back." "if you want to leave don't expect me to wait for you." "I don't expect you to wait for me, move on with your life." "I love you but it seems like I made mistake doing that." those words cut like a knife, I was heartbroken and all I could do was walk away after hearing that.

Silent Solitude by Readerobsessions

❛I'm kinda complicated if you haven't noticed,❜ I cringed a little as it came out, but Roman opened the front door and winked. ❛I noticed. That's what makes you so delightful.❜ ****** Desperate for a fresh start, Josephine and her family move to the coastal town of Nags Head, North Carolina. Tragedy after tragedy, Josephine is isolated and spiraling closer to the empty void of a sky that used to glow with stars but now is devoid of light. Everything seemed normal until her childhood friend's best friend-mysterious and painfully overbearing-demanded answers, and the truth came out. ****** A story of a girl whose skies are starless and dark with terror and a boy who tries to light the entire galaxy for her.

𝑯𝒊𝒔 𝑴𝒂𝒇𝒊𝒂 𝑸𝒖𝒆𝒆𝒏 // 18+ by sensationallyelegant

"𝑩𝒂𝒃𝒚 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒍𝒐𝒐𝒌 𝒔𝒐 𝒉𝒐𝒕 𝒊𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒅𝒓𝒆𝒔𝒔, 𝒃𝒖𝒕 𝒍𝒆𝒕'𝒔 𝒔𝒆𝒆 𝒉𝒐𝒘 𝒚𝒐𝒖'𝒍𝒍 𝒍𝒐𝒐𝒌 𝒐𝒖𝒕 𝒐𝒇 𝒊𝒕 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒔𝒄𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒎𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒎𝒚 𝒏𝒂𝒎𝒆." ***** An 18-year-old girl, Aurora, grew up with somewhat loving parents. Her mother cared so dearly for her and so did her father...kind of. He neglected her but paid more attention to her older brother. He paid more attention to him because he wanted him to take over his spot as the mafia boss. After all, her brother was the heir. Her mother loved Aurora but turned out to be half-neglectful. She pays attention to Aurora, just not the way she should. Aurora ended up being the one to take over, but she and her best friend ended up being kidnapped beforehand. All of her and her dad's plans went downhill afterward. She fell in love with her kidnapper and her best friend, Lola who is also 18, fell in love with the kidnapper's best friend. How would this turn out? Would Aurora's parents find out and take her back? Will there be a happy ending or not? You must read to find out!! (𝐌𝐲 𝐟𝐢𝐫𝐬𝐭 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐛𝐨𝐨𝐤! 𝐈'𝐦 𝐞𝐱𝐜𝐞𝐩𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐝𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐝𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤/𝐚𝐝𝐯𝐢𝐜𝐞. 𝐓𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐤 𝐲𝐨𝐮!)

I am Chloe by thegood

A twelve year old girl feels neglected by everyone. She's a product of a bet, her mother left her, her father neglects her, and the rest of the world hates her. How will she handle life?

In Riptides by katvalentinewrites

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What Really Matters: Poems About Love, Loss, & Trauma by BruceWhealton

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Depressed : Sammy Wilk by lolacf01

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A Little Bit Of Joy | ✔ by wigglysubu

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Because of Karson

Dakota is just like every other 17 year old high school senior. Or that's what everyone thinks. Everyone sees Dakota as this funny, sarcastic, and caring girl. What people don't see is how much she is truly suffering inside. People don't know that the smile she always wears is completely fake. They don't know what's really going on at home. They don't see the bruises she has to cover up every morning. They don't see her having to step up to take care of her two younger siblings. She puts on a fake smile as soon as she walks through the school doors and slowly builds her walls up higher as each day goes on. She thinks no one will ever see past her facade...that is, until three new bad boys come strolling into town taking an automatic interest in Dakota. And one certain bad boy can read her like an open book. Will Dakota eventually let these three bad boys in? Or will she keep everything in until she finally reaches her breaking point? Warning: explicit language, violence, sexual assault, abuse, and sexual content ---------------------------- Highest Rankings: #1 Past #1 Underground #1 Abuse #1 Broken #1 Fighter #2 Boxer #1 hurt #2 sad