Bad Girl

Hi I'm Aliana. I'm 15 years old. I have lived in a terrible life. I was the shy girl of school. Yeah I think you know now why my life was terrible. I had not so many friends. I think like 3 or something. Much people began to bully me. I couldn't concentrate me at school anymore. I began to cut myself to. I thought about myself that I'm a peace of nothing. I let everyone in my zone and just let them do everything. But one day I was done with it. I began to dress me whole in black. They couldn't get in in my mind anymore. I had just no feelings anymore on school. I learned more and had good grades. Everything was simple. I lost all my friends but I didn't care. I don't want to meet new people. Everyone is now scared for me then I for them. It's kind of funny for me now. I don't bully but they're just scared bc of how I look. I've get more self-confidence and I dare to say more. I mostly don't smile. I just look serious. Sometimes is smoke. It makes me feel better. I know it's not good. But like I said, I don't care anymore. If I'm with my family I'm my old self (Mom &Dad &Brother: Mano). At night I cry myself to sleep. I still cut myself. But my life is better since I became a Bad Girl.