this is where I feel free to unload my thoughts and feelings
if you do not like this, that is fine but please no negative comments!
a lot of this was written years ago, some has been written recently but I shall not disclose timelines
a lot of people may be able to relate to a lot of this content, some of you may not
I'm doing this for people to realise that what they might be currently thinking or have previously thought about is relatively common, just the majority do not express it. I'm terrible with telling my emotions to anyone and do not want to go to any councillors as a personal choice, so I find that unloading things to everyone that has been in my notes pages for years, my favourite option.
none of my content is to seek 'attention' nor 'help', purely just me putting my thoughts into the open and feeling free to do so, please do not attempt to take this away from me as it is a major step for me.
FANKS <3