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True, False, or Me

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Time 1h 18m

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Carter isn't much of a realist. The world around him is too annoying, too depressing, too... real. 
He just wants to descend into the world's in his head. The only problem is, his head makes it hard to distinguish what is real and what is not.

He doesn't know who or what he really is. All he ever wanted to do was be himself in a world that wasn't so... real. High school had other ideas for him.

These are Carter's memories, his stories, and his thoughts. 

This is all that was left of him.

This is all he ever was.

Some truth, some false, but all Carter



Trigger Warnings: Mentions of Suicide, Suicidal thoughts, Bullying, Depression, Character Death, Mentions of deathAll Rights Reserved

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An account of true life, but not as you know it. A modern day college that harbours a dark secret lurks undetected in the last place you expect to find it. The teachers all know, but they choose to ignore it. The students have no idea- they are all blinded by the charms and sophistication of having a much younger teacher than they had expected. he might have been fresh out of university, young and naïve, but that does not mean he is not capable of hurting others. *** Dancing with tears in my eyes Weeping for the memory of a life gone by Dancing with tears in my eyes Living out a memory of a love that died It's five and I'm driving home again It's hard to believe that it's my last time The man on the wireless cries again "It's over, it's over" Dancing with tears in my eyes Weeping for the memory of a life gone by Dancing with tears in my eyes Living out a memory of a love that died It's late and I'm with my love alone We drink to forget the coming storm We love to the sound of our favourite song Over and over Dancing with tears in my eyes Living out a memory of a love that died It's time and we're in each others arms It's time but I don't think we really care Dancing with tears in my eyes Weeping for the memory of a life gone by Dancing with tears in my eyes Weeping for the memory of a life gone by Dancing with tears in my eyes... Song choice: Ultravox- Dancing With Tears In My Eyes