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Chris Brown is clearly someone who wears his heart on his sleeve. A very emotional person, someone who loves hard and wants the same love in return. He's someone who wants to find love, but he's looking in all the wrong places. He's dated all kinds of women, from strippers, to singers, to models, to regular women. All he wants is what everybody else wants, to be loved.
One night after a show, on the Party Tour, he meets a woman (Shawnie Roberts), it's love at first sight. He does everything he can to make her fall in love with him, but she's battling her own issues, and things don't quite workout. Blinded by love, things quickly progress for Chris, but not for Shawnie, which turns out to be a huge problem for him. Not to mention a certain someone who also becomes a problem for him.
With things not going as he planned, rumors begin to circulate about him, and Shawnie. With Chris feeling rejected by her love, he falls back into his old ways. He begins getting in trouble again with police, fighting, lashing out on friends, all while battling his addiction. In the process of all of this, he turns back into a crazed, love sick, stalker, that's constantly Under The Influence.
⚠️Trigger warning ⚠️
⛔️ Mature audiences & Read at your own risk ⛔️
Drugs
Sex
Violence
Emotional abuse
Pregnancy related issues
Mental Health Issues
This book has a prequel, "Natural Disaster" which should be read after this book, and there is a sequel, "Under The a Influence: N2Deep" which should be read after the prequel.
Note: If you start the sequel you might not understand what's going on. Gotta check out the prequel current chapters first.
Cover done by me
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FINALLY E D I T E D IT'S NO LONGER CRINGY LOL
"I was raised like a man because I was taught never to depend on one"
Often times we get what we don't want or expected in the least.
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26 years old, independent,cold and ruthless, Monachim Roberts has her heart locked in a cage only she can unlock.
Unless someone else gets the key. Problem is,it's not gonna be easy. She doesn't want love or to love. She wasn't looking for it but often it looks for those who don't want it.
29 years old Travis Malifeci is a softhearted businessman who finds love in the arms of another woman after finding out a truth about his girlfriend. Broken hearted,he was healed by her.
Tho mona is as hardheaded as they come travis is willing to warm his way into her steel heart.
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"You wanted sex right? You got it now leave!" She yells.
Are you kidding me right now??.
I blinked at her in disbelief. Just a few hours ago we were having breakfast and laughing together and now she was spewing nonsense.
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Started July 17 2020
Finished January 11 2021
If you're going to read this book have in mind that it ain't gonna be perfect. Its my first published book on here and......its not very good. Hey at least I'm honest.
Thanks for clicking on it anyway