I spoke quietly, but loud enough for him to hear me. "I hate you because I can't hate you"
I looked up at him "Its mentally impossible for me to hate you. Even though, you hurt me, broke me, I would go back to two years ago and do it all over again, the flirting, the nick names, the slightest touches that made my heart jump, the pain, the heart break. Because, that feeling of love and the bubbles in my stomach I would get from you saying my name, I loved that feeling so damn much."
"Damn" Carter said.
"What?" I said.
"I hurt something so precious, broke something so pure, I'm a fucking idiot." He said. He got out of the car and walked away.
As Dallas and Drayton navigate life in the spotlight, Spencer is navigating intense feelings for Nathan - her best friend's brother.
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Dallas and Drayton are planning their wedding, talking babies and learning how to navigate life in LA now that Drayton is a hotshot football player in the big leagues. Meanwhile, Spencer and Nathan are back at home in Colorado, coming to terms with their feelings for one another and learning how to co-parent with Grayson, the father of Spencer's daughter. Will the realities of adult life strengthen them - or will their relationships break?
[Sequel to The QB Bad Boy and Me]
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