Chained To My Past (Autobiography)
The Tragic story of a messed up kid.
(Contains several trigger warnings)
I wanted to write this autobiography for only one purpose. And that was to educate this wicked world. In this book, everything happened. Every, memory written in a diary. The one day, when a happy boy died, and became messed up. Was the day... There was no turning back anymore.
Drive into the mind of someone with homicidal ideations.
(please have patience with me. Not everything may look good, but I am a started writer and struggling a lot with words, Amnesia and pronouncing...)
Age 16+ adviced.
(Slight reminder, I have horrible amnesia and many of these stories in this book are semi fictional, meaning that they are based of facts and memories that were written down, but beside that they were all imagined, because I miss like 80-90% of memories.)
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Benjamin a young optimistic boy who loves nature and the animals around him a lot. He lives a difficult life, but once the worst decision ever made in his life is made, everything goes the wrong way.
Even though the decision was never meant to end this way.
A place where he was supposed to feel at home, a place that was supposed to be safe becomes the hell that an 11-year-old child can go through.
With his already difficult childhood before he was 5, this is not going in the right direction at all. But what can he do? Ask for help?
No, you just get ignored, laughed at.
(Struggling of depression, self harm, homicidal ideations, search for identity, neglect, abuse, and bullying)
(Possible Psychosis, OCD, C-PTSD, Attachment disorder related)
(Everything in this story did really happened)
