Black and white rainbow

It was a cold night and you were knocking at the door. You needed help and I was always there for you. You took me as your friend, but I felt more than that. I was afraid that you'd judge me for it. I never showed you the scars I hid behind long sleeves. You also never saw the pillow dirty from mascara and wet from tears. But even through all of that I hoped its going to end like a fairy tale and we'll live together happily ever after.