Everything i Never Said...
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Last published Wed, Jan 16, 2019
agoraphobia ~ extreme or irrational fear of crowded spaces with no easy escape
anthropophobia ~ fear of people
thanatophobia ~ fear of losing those you love
autophobia ~ fear of yourself
Ok hi when I'm sad I️ write. It's just how I️ escape this madness of the world. It makes me happy. Please know when you're reading this you're entering my mind, my thoughts, my brain. If you don't like what you read, don't tell me because I️ don't care what you think I'm proud of what I️ write. Take note that not all of these poems or quotes are mine, some are from other authors or online. But yeah please enjoy!
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