Yours Lovingly

Every step i take , am loosing my path
It feels like am drowning in a black sea
Where there is no stars in sky.
Every step i take, am loosing myself
In those narrow paths, rythems are the only thing which makes me feel alive.
Every step i take its getting stronger
When those black things engulfs me totally
Am not afraid instead it makes me warm.
Every time i see your eyes, this is how i feel
Heart doesn't skip a beat
I makes me feel am still alive as it is the Only thing i hear when i place my hands on your chest while drowning in to those black eyes of yours.

And finally I realize I loved him and am still in love with him.

I handed over the flowers which I brought for him. Her eyes were filled with happy tears... his smile feels like he finally got what he want.
I fake my smile the only thing in my mind is I need to stop my marriage, .
I came out and took my mobile which I kept in my handbag.
I called her, my best friend.
God Rena please pick up my call.
And finally after trying for for 4times she picked up.
Listen , I should stop this marriage Rena,
I can't let this happen to us.