This Fall

I am a woman.

Brave.

Tough.

Witt.

But scared to love again.

Scared to take risk.

Scared that what if's are true.

That;

"What if no one will catch me again?"

"What if this is just a joke again?"

"What if he doesn't like me?"

"What if I am just a friend again?"

Again,

and

again

and

again.

But,

this time.

No more AGAINS'

No more hurts.

No more jokes.

No more friend zones.

Cause, this time I will change;

I'll watch.

I'll love myself.

And, I'll be more careful

in THIS FALL.