Peace for loss?

By January 1st of 2009 my depression had been getting worse and worse, to the point where i was about to commit suicide that day because my girlfriend at the time was constantly getting mad at me and telling me she didnt love me but I was blind in love. That day the only thing that stopped me from commiting suicide was the thaught of what my family would suffer if I had. this was probably the beggining of the worst my depression got and it lasted a while more.