The Struggle of the Hypocalcemic
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Cross-posting this for a friend from Ao3 :)
Spencer is still in recovery from the Tobias Hankel incident, and from the subsequent months of addiction and chaos after. During his fight with the awful withdrawal symptoms and terrifying nightmares, he completely loses sight of certain day-to-day things that are vitally important to his health.
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